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Why is it always as soon as I start talking to a guy, another guy seems interested in me? Or I suddenly find them very attractive? And then I almost feel bad for it, because I’m talking to another guy!
Yes we were sharing a blanket.
Yes we held hands for a while. But was that only because I was freezing and you were so warm? Or was it because I haven’t seen you in a year? Or was it because we are somewhat attracted to each other?
And I played with your hair for a good half hour or 45 minutes. I’m pretty sure you fell asleep then too. I did it because I love your hair… But I started just having my hand on your hair and holding your head, and I started to like the feel of it.
I liked having you next to me..
We stayed up all night together too. I just wanna know why.
Was it because we shook on it and agreed to wake each other up and go 24 hrs without sleep? Or was it because we wanted to be together longer?
Boys are so confusing.
Narrative painting for ‘Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds’ by The Beatles.
11x14
Acrylic
(so happy I took a picture of this and sent it to my friend, custodians “accidentally” threw it away…. -__- …. Shout out to thewickedoctor (aka my bestest friend in the world) for posting this on my wall and saving this after I broke my phone!!!!!)
(Source: vndrew, via internet-thug)
"You are the only exception."
This stuff is keeping me alive right now.
"I love you for you. And not what you think you should be. Don’t ever change. I love you too much the way you are"
LifeAsALighthouse: Gender/Identity
Today as I was shaving, I thought to myself: I don’t shave. I love you Nicky :)
But I do.
I do.
It’s so foreign… so masculine. I’m not masculine, but I am.
And I’m not.
Ask my iPod ;)
Or my Kindle.
What am I?
I’m Nick, a boy, a fag.
In that order, I think not.
I’m a fag before I’m a boy, but I’m not the…
So my birthday is in 34 days… I’ll be 16…
I still don’t know what to do with my life.
But that’s okay!
I’ll only be 16.
But that’s not okay…
I started school early so I’m gonna be graduated and off to college at 17.
But there’s still another year, right!?
No. No there isn’t.
Some colleges have an application deadline.
I may have to apply to colleges in November.
Why am I so scared?
Maybe it’s because I’ve been sheltered for my whole life.
Maybe it’s because I’m not a people person, and I’m afraid of trying to make new friends.
Oh well.
It’s time to live life and have a lot of ‘oh well’ s instead of a lot of ‘what if’ s.
